berhati-hati----(@

aku dapat email neh kt opis...dak2 neh sebarkn...

well reminder to fb maniac yg terover addicted and cannot live without fb...

actuallyx slh if kiter nk ber'fb..yg penting ati2 ngn post kite 2...

mlang buat minah salleh neh...aper tah...minah neh da tersalah post...

plak 2 terckap menda2 lam kain kt public...

dunno whether she really embrassed by her own stupid mistake or she just like it to be happen...

life dorg bkn cm kiter kt timur...walaupun pada dasarnyer ada jer yg berg2...instead of having fun and build social relation we also got bonus track yg x di sangka2....

moral of the story...ati2...

kenapa

aku ingat aku bley bahagia...aku ingt dier lain...

kenapa aku sanggup...kenapa aku selalu biar diri aku tersiksa..aku sedar penipuan and ketidak jujuran ada kt depan mata...

aku raser sedey...aku raser mara...tp aku perlukn dier...sebenarnyer aku sygkn dier...
dier yg mahukn aku...dier yg perlukn aku...biler aku dambakan hidup aku tuk dier...dier wat aku gneh...aku makin keliru...

mak aku kater...idup dengan org yg wt kiter sengsara...kiter akan ajar dier aper mkne syg...

aku jaga semua yg boley tok diri dier tp aper yg aku dapat...
nper dier x berhati perut....

aku benci...aku raser nk nangis...aku xkuat...aku lemah...aku bodoh...aku sygkn dier...
nper wt aku sedey...

ayah ckp...nt menda2 neh yg wt kamu susah smuler...

aku takut...cmner nk kuatkn diri aku...cmner....cmner...

dear bloggers....

ermmm...today...many things happened...

scene pagi td -
syamir : wei tau x cici hilang
nutt : hah?...bia betik...ilang nper...
syamir : ko neh...smlm ag da kecoh2...
nutt : aku off la smlm...

smpi tgh ari lebey kurang jam 12 lebey dpt emai...mayat cici sah di jumpai....
di kebumikan b4 maghrib...
aku nmpk nimi sedey n nangis teruk2...mata bengkak..
dalam ati aku berdoa...aku x kuat ag nk raser kehilangan mcm 2...

scene ptg -
i adviced sumone to drive carefully...aku wisau due 2 heavy rain n tunder storm...no need 2 rush...wait til he arrived...than he request to go 2 toilet...i wait in car...he left his hf...i explore...
dial #...%^$* png...i ask...u mit this person..that person said no...i just cal him...i realized...car seat already been adjust...fine...xperla...tuhan maha adil...

scene mlm...
sms from kak yong - "neh, cal mak yer"
aku cal mak...mak btaw sumthing yg aku da agak...mak sedey n nangis...aku x sanggup dnga mak nangis...aku ckp nt pneh try...
family things....private n confidential...

aku raser cm segalernyer wat aku tention n sedey...
aku xkuat...

priceless

setelah sekian lame...i'm back...

well...lately internet is my bestfwen...huhuhu...

i got something new today..wat is it...rahsia...off d record...thanx pada individu yg memberi...material but giving big impact inside...soul...huhuhu..i'm not person dat can be entertain by material but once i received it, considered as sumthing valueable even cheap things...trust me...don't let material conquere u...or else u wil vanish in the world of material...not being religionism but this is a fact...stated in al-quran due to ALLAh already now wat world are like...

terime sesuatu x kire mahal or murah is sumting priceless...and valueable...
i want all stuff in this world...thats d fact...but dont adore to have if...
if u got it...alhamdulillah...if x...xper....

adjourned...dada...